Thursday, October 21, 2004
I Herald
At the moment I have
awaken-
Part of the collective.
Ah! ye souls that stretch
from past to present.
Knowing that I can
both create and destroy.
Seeing myself as not just
me-
but the "One", who exist in
all.
Wanting to tame and unleash
the bullock and tullip that lives in
all.
As I see the Virgin stand before
me engulfed by the snake,
eveloped in light that burns
the reitna,
wanting to float beyond the
strata that holds me here,
seeing the five fingers of
pointed light stretched out to me,
offering forgiveness and my
ability to cry.
awaken-
Part of the collective.
Ah! ye souls that stretch
from past to present.
Knowing that I can
both create and destroy.
Seeing myself as not just
me-
but the "One", who exist in
all.
Wanting to tame and unleash
the bullock and tullip that lives in
all.
As I see the Virgin stand before
me engulfed by the snake,
eveloped in light that burns
the reitna,
wanting to float beyond the
strata that holds me here,
seeing the five fingers of
pointed light stretched out to me,
offering forgiveness and my
ability to cry.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
I LOVE my sistahs
Strong black women
with a sense of self.
They are my strength,
and my grounding.
The only persons I
would kill for. They
desreve the Noble
Peace Prize-
My Positive Energy
with a sense of self.
They are my strength,
and my grounding.
The only persons I
would kill for. They
desreve the Noble
Peace Prize-
My Positive Energy
I LOVE my sistahs
Strong black women
with a sense of self.
They are my strength,
and my grounding.
The only persons I
would kill for. They
desreve the Noble
Peace Prize-
My Positive Energy
with a sense of self.
They are my strength,
and my grounding.
The only persons I
would kill for. They
desreve the Noble
Peace Prize-
My Positive Energy
I LOVE my sistahs
Strong black women
with a sense of self.
They are my strength,
and my grounding.
The only persons I
would kill for. They
desreve the Noble
Peace Prize-
My Positive Energy
with a sense of self.
They are my strength,
and my grounding.
The only persons I
would kill for. They
desreve the Noble
Peace Prize-
My Positive Energy
Saturday, October 16, 2004
Love Song
Mind games last but just a minute
with me-I've learned to let go.
Play all you want, but I refuse
to play along. Hate me, love me-
it's all the same to me. If you
wish to deceive me I will eventually
catch on. I may seem content, but you have
made an enemy, and I am the worse,
because I think, and I will leave you
behind without much thought.
Narcissistic of me, but I am willing
to be alone than share one moment
of joy or insight with you.
I may be a little behind technologically,
but I would put my imagination and
intellect up against any mechanical
intuition any day, because I'm like the
cockroach, I WILL SURVIVE.
HWPO
with me-I've learned to let go.
Play all you want, but I refuse
to play along. Hate me, love me-
it's all the same to me. If you
wish to deceive me I will eventually
catch on. I may seem content, but you have
made an enemy, and I am the worse,
because I think, and I will leave you
behind without much thought.
Narcissistic of me, but I am willing
to be alone than share one moment
of joy or insight with you.
I may be a little behind technologically,
but I would put my imagination and
intellect up against any mechanical
intuition any day, because I'm like the
cockroach, I WILL SURVIVE.
HWPO
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
forgiveness
I've finally understood the person I hate the most.
I love him, not for what he did, but for who he is
now-A Father, who believes in me, and knows that
I am a man now because of him. It's never too
late to acknowledge the "other". He is my confidant,
my future and past, he was a child, now he is a man.
Forgiveness is best when it comes from the one you
hated the most, but taught you to be independent, placing
upon you the strength that is necessary to navigate a world
based on rules that are inconsistent. I never realized that
my hate was based on love, who trully treated me wrong,
but left me with a sense of self that is determined and
self efficient. The thing that brought me back to him was
the fact that I realized that he is my "other" self, recognizing
that not only did he give me fear, but he gave me strength.
Unfortunately I had to go outside of myself to ask for help, which he
neverr taught me, but the world has brought me back to my
beginnig, accepting my future and present.
I love him, not for what he did, but for who he is
now-A Father, who believes in me, and knows that
I am a man now because of him. It's never too
late to acknowledge the "other". He is my confidant,
my future and past, he was a child, now he is a man.
Forgiveness is best when it comes from the one you
hated the most, but taught you to be independent, placing
upon you the strength that is necessary to navigate a world
based on rules that are inconsistent. I never realized that
my hate was based on love, who trully treated me wrong,
but left me with a sense of self that is determined and
self efficient. The thing that brought me back to him was
the fact that I realized that he is my "other" self, recognizing
that not only did he give me fear, but he gave me strength.
Unfortunately I had to go outside of myself to ask for help, which he
neverr taught me, but the world has brought me back to my
beginnig, accepting my future and present.
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
By the time I am done the world will know my name
Laugh, scoff, imagine the worst of me, but you already know who I am.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
I reflect the RED SOX
Years of trying and failing. Years of accepting a curse (false sense of self), but I keep plugging away to prove that curse (or false senses of self) are an abstraction of reality, or an error based on incositencies of fact that are based on rules that can be circumvented. Like a video game (reason for the Matrix's popularity), you can always find error to life, which is incosistent (abstract) based on principles you can always find fault with (ie:Democracy).
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Be aware, those who you dismiss may be your future
I watch on a daily basis. Yes I lie, not about that which counts.
I am ever aware of the fake one, those who only do to perpetuate
their status or position of life. You can call it paranoia, ineptness,
crayzinesss, or whatever title you want to attach to my perception
of the facts (chaos) that appears before me. I am a student of human
nature and I will watch, translate, and adapt to the choices you choose.
The thing that most forget or understand is that I've already done what you
are doing, forgetting the fact that I may be short or look young, but I've lived
a lifetime in your too short years. There may be an underlying foundation and
psychology, but what mostforget is that I am incorporating 35 years of experience
and the perception of watching so many people come in and out of my life. I've seen the
worst, so, recognizing aperception has become a second sight. We
all judge, even me, and I have been checked in on it on many occassions.
The difference between me and you is that I will adnit it. Be aware of your
instintanious preconceived ideas of the moment, because who you meet, because
that person may change your life. That attendant at the garage may be the
lost prophet of your misunderstanding of life. Always be aware, ignore no-one.
I am ever aware of the fake one, those who only do to perpetuate
their status or position of life. You can call it paranoia, ineptness,
crayzinesss, or whatever title you want to attach to my perception
of the facts (chaos) that appears before me. I am a student of human
nature and I will watch, translate, and adapt to the choices you choose.
The thing that most forget or understand is that I've already done what you
are doing, forgetting the fact that I may be short or look young, but I've lived
a lifetime in your too short years. There may be an underlying foundation and
psychology, but what mostforget is that I am incorporating 35 years of experience
and the perception of watching so many people come in and out of my life. I've seen the
worst, so, recognizing aperception has become a second sight. We
all judge, even me, and I have been checked in on it on many occassions.
The difference between me and you is that I will adnit it. Be aware of your
instintanious preconceived ideas of the moment, because who you meet, because
that person may change your life. That attendant at the garage may be the
lost prophet of your misunderstanding of life. Always be aware, ignore no-one.
